New thing to remember!

VADS taught new thing about life to me today.

Behave of myself and be careful with people around.
"Saya tak berkira dengan orang yang tak berkira dengan saya"
But... not till u climb on my head!

I know i was simple melatah.. But all happened when those things were about my name, my pride, my family and my performance!

Kak Yas was right! Just ignore them and focus on what we want.
The AIM!

I am praying for my success! Syukur I was passed splendidly in QA test. 96.33%!
I am hoping for the same thing in OJA soon. very very soon!
The tsunami part was coming!
I am shivering!!!!


I wish i will do my best!

Daughter's feeling

I always feel uneasy since graduated.
Means since 2010.
I used lots of family's money.
Money to ensure my stomach full.
Money to pay the handsome, DBV.

I always make them worry.
Especially when i resign.
I was jobless for almost 3 month!
Hati ibu mana yang tak sedih tengok anak macam ni kan?

All above, i make chaos in the family actually.

Waiting for Monday

2 things will happen on this coming monday actually.

1) I have to face last two assessment before i hit the floor (if i pass the test)
The monday's assessment is QA.
It's the combination of the system and soft skill actually.
I failed the pre test!!! all of us actually. Muahahaha

2) I hoping for GAJI on this Monday!
I'm really hoping for that! :)

wishlist

1. shawls
2. handbag
3. jeans
4. long sleeve t shirt
5. blouse
6. baju kurung
7. personal toiletries; contact lens, perfume, facial cleanser, etc
   
8. BB bold 3
9. I pad
10. CAR

Berapa banyak gaji sebulan sampai nak benda-benda macam ni weh? Adoyai!

Conclusion, i need a sporting-lots of money-boyfriend! Muahahah~

Antara Garisan

Aku letakkan 1 Feb 2012 sebagai titik untuk aku masuk fasa baru dalam hidupku.
Aku amat-amat mengharapkan surat confirmation dari TM selepas tarikh tu.
Sebab hanya dengan surat tu saja aku boleh realisasikan semua impian yang aku rencanakan.

Lepas 1 Feb gak, aku nak turunkan berat badan sehingga 55 kilogram! Yer! I have to cut another 5-7 kg! Muahahaha~

Balik cuti 4 hari teramat singkat untuk aku. Sibuk dengan kenduri je memanjang.
Masa kenduri cousin, memang aku paling havoc la kena bantai. Semua orang tak tau kot yang aku baru je 24. DUA PULUH EMPAT! Hahahaha..

Asal aku nak suka kat lelaki je, mesti tau diaorang dah ada makwe. Frust la macam ni!
Hahhhaahha~

So, lepas 1 Feb harap-harap ada lelaki yang berani approach aku eh? Muahaha~

Yang pasti hari ni keje petang :P

Grade

Untuk pertama kalinya aku dapat markah yang cukup-cukup makan. Secara jujurnya aku memang kecewa. Kecewa yang teramat sangat. For almost 24 years of my life, i just 4% exceed the passing mark! It's suck man!

AKu nangis lepas dapat result. Satu kelas gelabah tengok aku nangis.

Aku?

Dengan selamber keluar pegi toilet. Buat macam tak de apa-apa yang berlaku. Aku tau, mesti dalam kepala masing-masing aku kena resit rest.

Hampir setengah jam, Shaikh sekat aku kat depan pintu toilet;

S: Camne?
I: Ok je..
S: Resit ke?
I: Tak la..
S: Habis tu apasal nangis?
I: Ntah. Hobi!
S: (Buat muka mak shinchan) Ada gak aku lempang pompuan ni.

Muahahahhaa *devil laugh*

Sorry, guys. It's me! IEMAHRAZAK. i do not know how to hide my feeling. I easily throw my tears. I will cry when i feel sad, touched, stress or even happy!

Sick woman! :P