Is CSR for me?

After finishing first step of being SCR, i felt excited. But while entering the technical class, the feeling start to change actually. There's no ease stay in the heart. i start to think about passion. i think i'm not finding it yet. I'm not happy at all doing SCR thing. I might be love to talk, love to being a problem solver but when it come to the technical or specifically TMX i don't fell any excitement at all. So pity of me.

Deep inside, i still hoping for Blue Archipelago to call me, tell me that i was successful approved to be part of their family. It's sound silly. But i really desperately need it.

While thinking of BA, i'm asking myself;

"Can i find my passion there?"

"How about if my passion with TM, but i do not find it yet?"

Argh! It's really sucking! However, i will stick with TM (if i pass the OJA) unless i got another amazing job calling!

So, i will still because of the salary! That's my mission!

FULLSTOP

The Second Part was Done!

After one week of soft skill class, i had greatly accomplished the training. One week period was very long and tough week since i had to give full attention to the class. The class was a great but due to the existing of one weird human species, i always felt like i am a bad person! I had to talk bad about him. Not only me, but all of us actually.

Fortunately, the week had passed and i have to go to the Menara TM starting next week for the technical training.

No more Vision 2020

A: Yes, miss. Can I help you?
B: Sure. I want to buy the contact lens.

A: What degree?
B: The previous one is 250. Tapi, boleh x kalau saya nak check mata dulu?

A: Boleh! Boleh!

[next]

A: Mintak spec kak.

[next]

A: Aiyyo kak. Ini spec dengan u punya mata banyak beza ooo...

B: How far the different?

A: U punya mata left is 375, right is 500. Ini spec 250, 325 saja.

[next]

A: Masuk dalam ini <-- tunjuk kat 1 bilik

[next]

C: Why?

A: @%^#&&^%$ contact lenses.

[glasses changed. Eye's test done]

C: Bila you last check mata?
B: Last year. December last year.

C: Haiyyo. Mata u makin teruk la.

B: How bad?
C: Both 375. Silau tinggi!

The Beginning of My Career

ALhamdulillah... i passed the interview!

English writing test = 100%

IT Test = passed

Verbal interview = awesome

Typing test = excellent

Unbelievable that i can communicate very well in english during the interview session although it was held in front of public. Seems like my confident level rise again ;)

i have to report duty on 19 December at Semua House Jalan Masjid India as a Customer Service trainee!

I wish myself best of luck :)

Study for the 1st Interview

i got a call from VADS, set up an appointment for the interview. Before the call i got an email "warned" me to be able communicate in English. Seriously, lots of butterfly in my stomach, colourful one perhaps! I can't speak in English fluently but i know i can do it. I'm a fast learner.

The other problem i got is about the company itself. Owh.. i didn't mention that the position i applied was Customer Service. Detailed was CS at telecommunication company! Duh!

Whatever it is, i have to study first. I felt like i'm taking TMX subject again! Argh! This is disaster but i hope for a brighter sunshine after all done :)

Wish me luck for this coming Monday interview ;)

At least they reply;

Dear Rahimah

Thank you for your application. Unfortunately your expertise is not what we are looking for.

Good luck in your career.

Sincerely

Damai Sciences Manager

Student in Memory

Thought that i already forget on how being a student is. Seriously i didn't remember how's the feel of exam-fear. I forgot the chaos of the the assignment deadline. I can't even imagine how i felt during the presentation, quizzes and exams!

Oh, God! Why must i lost this feel?

Setiap Manusia Sudah Ditentukan Rezekinya!

She got a job.. Better job. A lecturer at UiTM Kuala Pilah. She was my best friend in KMPh, until now. Like before, i am happy to hear a good news from my friends, but at the same time i felt disappointed with my self. And again, i was totally blame myself as a USELESS one.

Best Friend

i know that i had one.

The real one.

Thanks for sharing unhappy and wonderful story with me.

I pray for your good health and happiness with new coming baby.

It was you, Mak Janggut (Mrs Adib a.k.a Umi Salbiah)

What is wrong?

Until now, i do not know why it was hard to me to get a job.

Does my result not good enough?
Am i passive during university time?

or problem with the bloody resume?

People said; Only Allah knows which one is better for you.

I absolutely, totally agreed with those quote.

But... we have to work hard for it..

Above all, I might not work so hard to get a better job!

I'am going crazy thinking those life-influenced-stuff...

Naughty boy

i asked him to kiss me. Yes, he do kiss me on cheek!

But then after that;

"Uh.. buchuk"

That was coming out from 2 years old boy.

Humanity vs Money

For Allah sake, i do not know how to describe those people who throw away the humanity for money. my resignation was not a fault. one by one revealed after we left the office.

Bosses threat workers like a dog.

Friends backstabbing.

Brother's lies.

Argh! I can accept this!

This is FCUK!!!!

Being single

i'm single by choice and i will continue to be until i meet someone that deserve me.

or... i deserve him most?

Muahahaha~

The subject always start with word "Application"

I do not know how much job i had applied. but it seems i have no luck yet.

i promise to myself, i will never give up until i got the right career.

because i know...

Every successful person has a painful story and only Allah knows which one is better for me.

i won't give up!

it's a promise!