Is CSR for me?

After finishing first step of being SCR, i felt excited. But while entering the technical class, the feeling start to change actually. There's no ease stay in the heart. i start to think about passion. i think i'm not finding it yet. I'm not happy at all doing SCR thing. I might be love to talk, love to being a problem solver but when it come to the technical or specifically TMX i don't fell any excitement at all. So pity of me.

Deep inside, i still hoping for Blue Archipelago to call me, tell me that i was successful approved to be part of their family. It's sound silly. But i really desperately need it.

While thinking of BA, i'm asking myself;

"Can i find my passion there?"

"How about if my passion with TM, but i do not find it yet?"

Argh! It's really sucking! However, i will stick with TM (if i pass the OJA) unless i got another amazing job calling!

So, i will still because of the salary! That's my mission!

FULLSTOP