SOmething inside

I'm not in the mood to write but i want to make a record here.

I really felt uneasy right now!

i'm officially using my brother's car
so, at the same time he got no car to bring his wife out!

Our plan to go to Rawang was suddenly cancelled when my Abang came and ask whether it's possible if go by myself?

I just say "YES" but the truth is i was still in front of TV right now.

Ya Allah... Why i felt something inside?
Please help me Ya Allah!
I do not have enough money to buy a car.
I do not believe i can survive if i rent the room too.

I want to cry! And of course the tears already ran out from the dark brown eyes!